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Friday, 25 December 2009

  • all i want for christmas is my two front teeth

    Last year i spent my christmas playing with snow, getting delayed for 3 hours, playing charades with a bunch of adults, riding on an ambulance, and having the woo tang clan all together again
    This year i will be spending/ have spent chrismas eating japanese, seeing escalades (eh-lets-get-laid! HAHA), chitty chitty bang bangs, harveys, bosters, getting stuck in traffic and trying to learn arabic, and of course being with the folks

    somethings change, somethings never at all. For everything else, i remember why Christmas is my favourite holiday of the year.


Thursday, 24 December 2009

  • i'e been trying to write a song that describes

    i've been thinking about all the times people have kinda labeled me to something i'm not
    frankly, i'm not too pleased about it.
    i hate how they see you're in a one time participation and you get stereotyped
    i hate how people do the same exact thing and they find it so normal and they don't even notice it
    i hate how the people who think they know me are always so quick to pretend that they know it all, and try to describe what's going on inside my head.

    y'know, people may change, people may surprise, it's okay to change you're perspective on them
    it's not okay to push them into a corner and judge them like you've never seen it before.
    because you have. and you've done it too.

    and the worst, i think is that you can't put these people in the strangers box,
    neither are they people i'd like to call friends
    i really have no idea where to put them or deal with them.
    but on many occasions, i don't have enough energy to really tell them what's the problem.
    because i'd much rather be with my friends, the people who've got it all down,
    the people who've laughed with me at the times i fell, and still loved me. the people who've slapped me in the face and then hugged me, the people who i've found in the most annoying times, hard to not love.

    So this Christmas, Thank God for Family and Friends.

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

  • i know that i could use somebody

    sleepless in arabia. means loud conversations, twirling of my hair and reading.
    i was looking at this spring 2010 fashion trend on elle.
    i totally get the slim and lean model look, okay i don''t. but it's a societal conventional thought that skinny looks better on everything. not that i agree with it, but i get that.
    but really, do they have to look so frail and boney and zomg?!
    i'm pretty sure they are so skinny, that they'll still look great with 10 kg on them
    and what's the point right, they look kind of weird on it, and i'm kinda of afraid to actually like look at them, i can almost see them crumbling down.
    but maybe that's the point, to put more focus on the clothes. but i still don't exactly get it. why don't you built a few robots inside a mannequin, it's a basic body shape, people will just look at the clothes. and hell, you can customize the damn thing.she can even control the walk, so you don't have to worry about falling, or clashes in the run way.  sorry, i like my people with meat on them.

    STILL MISS FRIENDS.

  • the one to take home is music

    omg, i'm bored, i have no idea what the hell i wanna do with my life
    everyone's asleep, and i'm freaking bored.

    I need a hug, because i really miss my spaz friends. in singapore, over the seas, in winter wonderlands, wherever.
    I MISS MY SPAZ FRIENDS.
    i'm so bored out of my mind, i'm tired of shopping and retail therapy loses it's effect like after 15 minutes.
    I MISS CHINESE FOOD and ICE KACHANG.
    i was so bored just now, i was making weird noises while jeniffer hudson was singing on oprah.
    THIS COUNTRY HAS NO NIGHT LIFE. at least in the afternoon i'm reasonably entertained.
    BUT THIS COUNTRY HAS NO NIGHT LIFE.

    damn it, i really get bored of things easily. it's only been a week and i'm whining like a child.
    omg. how the hell am i turning 19 in 2 months?

    I MISS MY FRIENDS.
    imma listen to bears and bright lights that joey sent me just now.
    thx BOBO




Monday, 21 December 2009

  • there's no real loving you

    zomg guys, help.
    i have absolutely no idea what to do with my life.
    Cause in the future, what's going to be my answer to the question "what do you work as?"
    WHY DO I NOT HAVE THIS WORKED OUT?!!!
    there's comfort in knowing i have a rough major category, but #$*#@#$)#$( there's so many choices after
    specified or general
    what type of course
    which category to focus into
    which route to take
    where to do it
    how it's going to contribute to a roof over my head

    shiz man, i don't even know what course to apply for.

    damnit, i can't even decide what PJs to choose every night, society wants me to decide what the hell i wanna do with the rest of my life?that's like telling me i have to choose one PJ to wear for the rest of my life. i have to choose the most comfortable, funky, sustainable, nice smelling one. i love all my PJs :(

    haiyar, i don't know la. i'm going to get some comfort food now.